wow, getting 'friend dumped'actually really hurts. i suppose this is my come-up-ence for being careless with peoples feelings myself over the years. but, really, this whole thing now appears to have been a bid for revenge or something like that. im so stupid the way I always get taken in my the same old shit, god this all sounds really mysterious, its really not its just hard to vent without being brutally honest as to who your talking about. simply: I feel used by someone who I thought was a mate. it hurts.

I feel well and truly mugged off in general right now by quite a few people. I guess its good in a way tho cuz it makes you appreciate what you have got.

and right now I feel like I aint got a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of.